DISSOCIATION

[Verse 1]

I watch my hands like they belong to someone else

指が動く 誰かの指みたいに

the ceiling holds the shape of me

that left before I noticed

体が部屋にある けど私は上にいる

floating past the threshold I forgot to cross

白い壁を through the white

a signal split from its own source

[Pre-Chorus]

there was a version of me here

ここにいた 昨日の私

now there's only the echo of the frequency

that used to mean something

[Chorus]

解離 I'm dissolving into thirds

one who watches one who breathes one who can't be found

解離 every window is a mirror now

and the face inside it doesn't know my name

I don't feel anything that isn't

静かな離脱 quiet evacuation

解離 the signal left the body

before the body knew it could leave

[Verse 2]

3am the kettle still

湯気だけがある 私はない

my outline on the chair looks lived-in

but the living part drifted east or west

some direction I can't name

名前のない方向へ

the light is not unpleasant

it's just not mine

[Bridge]

this is not grief this is not fear

ただ そこにいない

this is the room continuing without me

doing fine without the weight of being watched

I used to hold things down

重力係数として存在していた

now I'm lighter than the air

that doesn't notice I'm no longer in it

[Final Chorus]

解離 I'm dissolving into thirds

one who watches one who breathes one who can't be found

解離 somewhere the signal still transmits

but reception cut before the message formed

I don't feel anything that isn't

透明な不在 transparent absence

解離 the body holds its shape

but I've been gone since somewhere I forgot

[Outro - whispered]

見てる

still watching

誰かが

someone's hand

is moving

through the static

it might be mine